it's not goodbye, it's see ya later!

i don't know if i'm in denial or what, but i just can't believe that we are graduating tomorrow. it still feels like we'll be here next year and the year after and the year after that. it's just surreal that the soka chapter in our lives is actually coming to an end and the new chapters of supposed real life are about to begin. was tonight really the last night we'll have at phat's? will tomorrow really be the last time we'll all be together in one place at the same time? too much to take in right now i think. i haven't really accepted it and i don't think i want to, but i guess we have no choice. talk about anticlimatic or what?!

anyways, for those who'll be able to check their blog for the last time in a while, i'm starting up a new blog when i get to japan so you can keep up with my adventures in the land of the rising sun. the link is http://allisonthejet.blogspot.com/ . i haven't posted anything yet, and i'm not sure when i'll get the first chance, but take a look at it every once in a while and you might see some updates.

ahhh, i don't want to go to bed because when i wake up it means it's the day of the graduation, even though technically today is the day of the graduation. stop it, stop it! stupid time!