alright, fine, i'll blog already!!

current feeling: funky feeling in the stomach due to thinking about JET and realizing that I should hopefully be hearing from them in the next few weeks or so. I think one of the reasons I want it so bad is because I don't really have a back-up plan and that scares me. I've never put all my eggs in one basket (so to say) without being 100% sure that I would make it, and I've sort of put myself in that situation right now ... put all my eggs into JET because I want to go back to Japan after I graduate and am not considering other options. Smart? Probably not ... but is there anyone (well maybe except the few that already have jobs lined up) who has actually realized that after May we leave the comfort zone known as school and will truly be on our own, have to figure out our own life and can't rely on pre-set schedule? It's exciting but terrifying ~ oye, keeping my fingers crosed!