this weeks feels like im at soka in the sense that i just dont have enough time to do everything, partially because ive been going out everynight since okaasan is gone - playing to much and not enough studying, todays quiz seriously showed that, first time i think i failed. but she comes back on sunday and alas life will return to normal. going to a play tonight then drinking. i think i have become a lush! but have also discovered that i can truly hold my liquor. i now understand what i am like when im drunk and guess i am one of those people that dont pass out and dont lose my memory, so those who say i dont remember, i was too drunk - u lie huh? its weird, im really letting myself just try new things here, and not only here. ive noticed during the last year ive been letting go of my childhood. letting go of the time that where i thought i was one of those people who would never drink or do anything crazy and it feels strange.
first time in my life where i actually feel like ive grown a lot but not necessarily in a positive, just expanded i guess - trying to figure out who i am. also, seriously developing a humngous appreciation for language, they have to be the most amazing thing in the world! i mean i just made a grammatical mistake but you could still understand what i was talking about - just amazing, hehe.

okay, bye :)